Thursday, January 19, 2006
Blimey, just when I thought noone bothers reading my blog, someone on MSN starts asking me about that last post.
I guess I'd have to stop writing for like a year or two just to get rid of you >.<
Anyhoos, thinking back during the new years, I can hardly believe that I'm sitting in a dorm room, getting ready for the next day's assignment when only a year ago I was still in the Navy, on a silly little patrol boat on new years sailing the Singapore Straits. Back then, there was nothing to expect, nothing to worry for, not much to plan around. Everyday is the same deal, the same routine, the same people interacting with me. To be honest, it became really comforting to be in a familiar lifestyle at that point of time, always thinking of ORD and yet not needing to be concerned about the future.
The future scares me now.
As friends begin graduating from universities... as they plan for their future... I sit here, often wondering what I'm doing. Am I being left behind my peers? Or am I just desperately trying to follow a trend, a fixed path that everyone has been through? Should I hold on to what I have, to what I am familiar with or should I seek new grounds to explore?
Darius the Great
Loves to make pointless Haikus
Or is he just bored?
I guess I'd have to stop writing for like a year or two just to get rid of you >.<
Anyhoos, thinking back during the new years, I can hardly believe that I'm sitting in a dorm room, getting ready for the next day's assignment when only a year ago I was still in the Navy, on a silly little patrol boat on new years sailing the Singapore Straits. Back then, there was nothing to expect, nothing to worry for, not much to plan around. Everyday is the same deal, the same routine, the same people interacting with me. To be honest, it became really comforting to be in a familiar lifestyle at that point of time, always thinking of ORD and yet not needing to be concerned about the future.
The future scares me now.
As friends begin graduating from universities... as they plan for their future... I sit here, often wondering what I'm doing. Am I being left behind my peers? Or am I just desperately trying to follow a trend, a fixed path that everyone has been through? Should I hold on to what I have, to what I am familiar with or should I seek new grounds to explore?
Darius the Great
Loves to make pointless Haikus
Or is he just bored?
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