Ramblings of a Crazed Fool

As you can see, this is how i got that stoned look. I mean, what do you expect from a game addict that has just been on games since he was Pri. 1? I'm multi-tasking with the PS 2 and the computer at the same time. I just want to game all day long. I pity the fool who would be my roommate (if i ever find one).

Speaking of addicts, I'm also the guy who's been sniffing white powder in camp. "Jia bei hun" is what my superiors call me sometimes. They say that I take so much white powder that my complexion is really fair, and it doesn't help when I don't sleep well and get eye bags at the same time. Did i say this before?

On the same note, I realised that I forget much, too fast, too soon. Maybe its because i play too many games (I read an article that mentions that computer games incurrs memory loss). I just hope people can forgive me for forgetting stuff. I try hard to remember ok! Thats why I take photos to remember stuff.

Like when I watched The Day After Tomorrow with these guys:

ThatAngel (Daniel) &

AzureBull (Jarrod aka Gay Boy (But noone calls him that in his face anymore))

I practically go out with them every week! Its probably because we're part of the same Azure Clan. We've known each other all the way back in SJI, when we still had at least 15 people in the clan, talking much crap and having much fun at the local LAN shops playing games for 6hrs straight. You would think that friends from different classes wouldn't last that long but for me, I'm actually closer to ThatAngel's class than to mine. Sometimes they even let me crash their class gatherings.

ThatAngel is the clan leader and he's just the funniest guy ever. There's so much clever crap in his conversations that I often almost suffocate while trying to talk and laugh at the same time. The only other connection we share was that our moms were friends once but thats about it. And that he remembered that I swam in my underwear too. Funny I don't remember that.

The Day After Tomorrow is just the typical American made natural disaster show. Much special effects, much pandamonia, much less focused storyline, which is based on multiple characters. I can safey say that Dennis Quade is THE guy for these kind of films. I really should have spent my money on Shrek 2. BTW, if you don't know any good movies to watch, or if you're looking for trailers to watch, get down to http://www.apple.com/trailers/ asap. Good stuff on the way include the flashy Cronicles of Riddick, King Arthur, Alexander, I,Robot, The Incredibles, Resident Evil: Apocalypse, Spider-man 2, Alien vs Predator, Mean Girls, Girl Next Door... OMG! There are so many new movies in store, I don't think there's enough room for old movies. O_o There's even a movie featuring Garfield (which I think really sucks IMO) and Around the world in 80 days (starring Jackie Chan)

Man, I really want to slack off the next week. Lets see: I mean, come on, its my last week, I've handed over all my responsibilities to the next unlucky bastard with no overdue work whatsoever and I really need to study for the upcoming SATs. So far, these are all personal reasons but with or without me, the office in my camp works well enough. I need some advice here.

*Takes deep breath*. Ok. Its really bugging me, all this moral and ethical conflicts I have with my IC. I was asking him why I was chosen to go to suntec this sunday while he has like 15 people to choose from.

My point is, I'm going off in a week's time, all my all my responsibilities is passed over to the next unlucky bastard with no overdue work in sight. Thus I have no obligation. So I'm practically disassociating myself with the office and do not see the need for me to be there in the 1st place. Plus, its my last week being in that damned place. So I have the choice to slack around (As in, don't do any work at all in the office and instead just find a corner and do my own stuff) the whole of last week or continue to work in the office where I'm practically just sitting there doing jackshit most of the time.

He, on the other hand, says that I haven't been doing work around the office and that he feels that I've been slacking off so much so that he has to throw these kind of things to me so that everyone would be doing an equal share of the workload. He says that I, being a clerk and an NSF and as a responsible individual, should fulfill my responsibilities and take pride in my work and stop slacking my butt off and contribute, even if it were my last week. Even if work does not concern me and that NS is just a temporal phase in life, "responsibility" that is given to me as a clerk should be honoured and that its just bad attitude not doing good work that is given to anyone. He says that if I continue with my actions, he'd just pile more responsibilites on me and that he'd also find ways to screw me (not in a hostile kind of way but more in the way that it was the only natural thing to do because I slack off).

Should I care less? Should I even bother? Is he right? I mean, its just NS and it does not concern me if I do anything at all because in the end, I don't think it'd affect me nor the organization which i work for at all. Ah, Choices. I really need input...