Thursday, April 03, 2003
Waiting
Waiting is the hardest thing to do. Your mind is in anticipation, working, wondering what is coming next... worrying. Where's the fun in that? Worrying your ass off is really old and tiring you know. Sometimes you just really want to have future events get over and done with. Yet, when its all over, it seems sad cause its not coming back again. Sure, you can try to relive the moment, but its always different.
Waiting is practically torture... for me at least.Now i understand why people are impatient. Does it mean that people are inclined to think short term thoughts? You decide.
On another note, i just realised i'm merely riding the waves of trendiness (whatever that means). I'm just having this web journal/blog/whatchamacallit because so many other people have it too. Great. Heh. Still, i don't know if i'm making this site a dump for my thoughts or just some journal. I guess it can be both if i wanted it to be.
Personal note: I've been losing my brain's capability raphidly. I can't constuct sentences, can't make coherent thoughts, can't do any shit right. God Help Me.
Thought Of the WeekA quote from Douglas Adams: 'The major difference between a thing that might go wrong and a thing that cannot possibly go wrong is that when a thing that cannot possibly go wrong goes wrong, it usually turns out to be impossible to get at or repair.'
Next topic -> "Fear"
Waiting is the hardest thing to do. Your mind is in anticipation, working, wondering what is coming next... worrying. Where's the fun in that? Worrying your ass off is really old and tiring you know. Sometimes you just really want to have future events get over and done with. Yet, when its all over, it seems sad cause its not coming back again. Sure, you can try to relive the moment, but its always different.
Waiting is practically torture... for me at least.Now i understand why people are impatient. Does it mean that people are inclined to think short term thoughts? You decide.
On another note, i just realised i'm merely riding the waves of trendiness (whatever that means). I'm just having this web journal/blog/whatchamacallit because so many other people have it too. Great. Heh. Still, i don't know if i'm making this site a dump for my thoughts or just some journal. I guess it can be both if i wanted it to be.
Personal note: I've been losing my brain's capability raphidly. I can't constuct sentences, can't make coherent thoughts, can't do any shit right. God Help Me.
Thought Of the WeekA quote from Douglas Adams: 'The major difference between a thing that might go wrong and a thing that cannot possibly go wrong is that when a thing that cannot possibly go wrong goes wrong, it usually turns out to be impossible to get at or repair.'
Next topic -> "Fear"
