Monday, March 31, 2003
OOOooo... have not blogged recently... been busy having LAN parties... spent most of my cash playing Warcraft 3 and C&C generals.
2 weeks to National Service (NS) {Military Conscription}. Yep, i have to embark on a journey that many of my fellow male country men have taken before... Thinking about the subject just scares me cuz there's so many uncertainties... but thats just life i guess, nothing is for sure, nothing is for certain always 100% of the time. I'm set on having a care-less attitude about it... after all its ONLY two and a half years of my life.
I have thoughts of what it would be like without NS. Collage/ University... freedom... individual lifestyles... babes... mmmm... something on those lines. More importantly, no physical stress and mental stress you get if you're in NS (at least i think not). Well, its not like there are no benefits for NS.... i guess i'm just so damn pampered with a non-physical life.
Gah. Next blog topic - > "waiting"
2 weeks to National Service (NS) {Military Conscription}. Yep, i have to embark on a journey that many of my fellow male country men have taken before... Thinking about the subject just scares me cuz there's so many uncertainties... but thats just life i guess, nothing is for sure, nothing is for certain always 100% of the time. I'm set on having a care-less attitude about it... after all its ONLY two and a half years of my life.
I have thoughts of what it would be like without NS. Collage/ University... freedom... individual lifestyles... babes... mmmm... something on those lines. More importantly, no physical stress and mental stress you get if you're in NS (at least i think not). Well, its not like there are no benefits for NS.... i guess i'm just so damn pampered with a non-physical life.
Gah. Next blog topic - > "waiting"
Thursday, March 27, 2003
Boredom = Your friend?
I find it hard to spend time productively nowadays. Everything that i could do requires me to exert at least a bit of brain power and i'm just too zoned-out to do it. In the end, i claim to myself that there's nothing to do and i wade in pools of boredom. Its just one of those days...
On a seperate note, recently i've been getting many complains from my friends who are attached about their partners... makes me wonder if it is really worth the trouble and sense to actually be involved in a relationship. Yet, if i have not tried it (w00t! i'm still single!!) how the hell would i know? Three cheers to the power of deduction.
Back on topic, i guess its just my nature of avoiding hard work. If there is any work, i'd do nothing about it and just let it slip by...or just occupy myself with some meaningless activity that kills brain cells. Music, Games, TV, RAdio, staring at the ceiling... all quite unproductive don't you think?
Makes me wanna stop blogging and go to bed :-(
Ook. Stoping here.
I find it hard to spend time productively nowadays. Everything that i could do requires me to exert at least a bit of brain power and i'm just too zoned-out to do it. In the end, i claim to myself that there's nothing to do and i wade in pools of boredom. Its just one of those days...
On a seperate note, recently i've been getting many complains from my friends who are attached about their partners... makes me wonder if it is really worth the trouble and sense to actually be involved in a relationship. Yet, if i have not tried it (w00t! i'm still single!!) how the hell would i know? Three cheers to the power of deduction.
Back on topic, i guess its just my nature of avoiding hard work. If there is any work, i'd do nothing about it and just let it slip by...or just occupy myself with some meaningless activity that kills brain cells. Music, Games, TV, RAdio, staring at the ceiling... all quite unproductive don't you think?
Makes me wanna stop blogging and go to bed :-(
Ook. Stoping here.
Monday, March 24, 2003
Laziness is inherent in me. I just can't seem to do the things i want to do... i always end up failing... motivation is probably the key. I guess i've been spending too much time sitting around contemplating and not doing anything...
Nothing is worse than manual labour.
I've dug up All Your Base Are Belong To Us again. It never seems to stop entertaining me.
http://www.planettribes.com/allyourbase/index.shtml
heh.
Nothing is worse than manual labour.
I've dug up All Your Base Are Belong To Us again. It never seems to stop entertaining me.
http://www.planettribes.com/allyourbase/index.shtml
heh.
Hmmm... I just realised that most of my life have been spent on the computer. Ever since the days of my 286 when i was 8, the computer is my own personal lure. Its not healthy as my mother would complain but this is my way of spending time i guess.
To the Thought of the Day: Memories are Man's greatest material possession. It can't be stolen (yet), its priceless and it brings much emotions. However sometimes this can be a bane as memories may hinder one's own personal development and may stunt one's life indefinately.
I just got reminded of many good memories today and most of them were good. To think of good times makes me all warm and fuzzy inside. About how things were before certain events, about how relationships were, how i've grown, how i've differed from thought. I've recently decided to jot most present thoughts down and came up with this... Hope i can stay faithful to this and write what ever my mind can think of.
I'd save more thoughts for later but it seems that there's a trend to all these blogs... damn...
To the Thought of the Day: Memories are Man's greatest material possession. It can't be stolen (yet), its priceless and it brings much emotions. However sometimes this can be a bane as memories may hinder one's own personal development and may stunt one's life indefinately.
I just got reminded of many good memories today and most of them were good. To think of good times makes me all warm and fuzzy inside. About how things were before certain events, about how relationships were, how i've grown, how i've differed from thought. I've recently decided to jot most present thoughts down and came up with this... Hope i can stay faithful to this and write what ever my mind can think of.
I'd save more thoughts for later but it seems that there's a trend to all these blogs... damn...
Sunday, March 23, 2003
More stuff i post on war3pub forums...: "The internet is just another simplified version of Real Life. Lots of things are seemingly ommited on the Net, thats why its so enticing...
It is a means whereby information flows, yet its has emotional transfer capabilities cause your brain makes everything flowery to you.
FOR EXAMPLE: When you read this, you have a tiny voice in your head that "reads" it out to your mind.
It means that when you come into contact with anything, your brain takes the raw information from your senses and turns it into a picture in your mind. A colage of senses if you will.
Similarly, i believe that there is a handphone/cellphone world or a TV world or a Mail world of some sorts cause in actual facts its just means whereby brains can communicate. It just so happens that the Net is more interactive and that it allows more senses to participate in creating that ideal picture in your mind when you are accessing the internet."
So far so good. Realised many people i know know much about my current personal life. Which sucks. I guess secrets don't last forever....
It is a means whereby information flows, yet its has emotional transfer capabilities cause your brain makes everything flowery to you.
FOR EXAMPLE: When you read this, you have a tiny voice in your head that "reads" it out to your mind.
It means that when you come into contact with anything, your brain takes the raw information from your senses and turns it into a picture in your mind. A colage of senses if you will.
Similarly, i believe that there is a handphone/cellphone world or a TV world or a Mail world of some sorts cause in actual facts its just means whereby brains can communicate. It just so happens that the Net is more interactive and that it allows more senses to participate in creating that ideal picture in your mind when you are accessing the internet."
So far so good. Realised many people i know know much about my current personal life. Which sucks. I guess secrets don't last forever....
Friday, March 21, 2003
Ok, here i am sitting in front of my computer at this time of day when i'm supposed to be sleeping yet i'm still awake. Wow. Not really productive eh? Here's my 1st blog thingy and i've decided to give it a try since it wouldn't be that hard... would it? Hmm.
Guess i'd start with The thought of the day : The reason people want to keep logs of what they thing/thought of is so that they could remember what they've actually thought of and refer back again so that they wouldn't need to think it over again.
Hope i can fill this blog thingy every week...
Guess i'd start with The thought of the day : The reason people want to keep logs of what they thing/thought of is so that they could remember what they've actually thought of and refer back again so that they wouldn't need to think it over again.
Hope i can fill this blog thingy every week...
